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editorial note: this is actually #5

6.24.2007

Posted by *b at 10:04 PM  

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the why

The realistic process of a Woman (wife and Mom inclusive) trying to become all that she should and wants to be while not quite being there.
my own tiny corner where creativity and i try to collide.

new goals til next Conference...

  • seek BALANCE
  • PRAY more
  • use TIME wisely
  • SIMPLIFY

cherished thoughts not my own

"there is no reality, only perception."
"it's not an excuse, it's an explanation."
"When you blame others, you give up your power to change." Robert Anthony

this, i am..........me, etc.

  • i create : clutter
  • i choose : to stay stuck in the past
  • i feed : on drama
  • i am : "affectionately anorexic"
  • i long : for a true sense of connection in my most meaningful relationships
  • i am : often selfish
  • i often : act deviantly
  • i want : peace of mind
  • i am : too "black and white" in my thinking
  • i don't : listen as much as i should
  • i read : not enough
  • i talk : too much
  • i need : to be heard
  • i'm motivated by : how i think i will be perceived by others
  • i rarely : laugh
  • i desire : control
  • i chew : orbit sweet mint gum

disclaim this

when i write in this blog, i am often writing in an insomniac or hurried-up-mom who is trying to get her thoughts written down in 5 seconds or less state, so please don't pay attention to anything that is misspelled or doesn't make sense. then again, it could just be my the way i am...

addictions

  • food
  • watching tv
  • spending $
  • blog stalking

sobriety calendar

i have been sugar sober for 0 days.

gives me the creeps

  • the dark
  • being upstairs alone in my house
  • cracking an egg and a baby chick fetus coming out
  • sharks in swimming pools

can"t live without

  • my religion
  • mr. clean and all of his daily help
  • my girls
  • good friends
  • miss Ruby Jean
  • lots of SUNSHINE
  • Sugar!!!
  • my calendar
  • events to look forward to/anything that gets me out of my house especially in the winter
  • digital memories
  • lots of sleep
  • the internet
  • chocolate
  • piles
  • shades of green, blue, pink & brown
  • non-alcoholic mixed drinks
  • settlers of catan online

would never do again if i didn"t have to

  • clean
  • work out
  • anything where bodily functions are concerned
  • touch carpet when my feet are sweaty
  • talk on the phone

birthday and non-birthday wishes

  • "unlimited" Target gift card ;)
  • pink or green zune
  • gerbera daisies and gift certificate for a pedicure
  • gps system
  • better lens for our rebel xti
  • remodel my house
  • pocket-sized, but nice digital camera (received...thanks mr. clean)
  • sewing/quiltling machine (received with birthday and Christmas $)
  • 1.5 inch barrel curling iron (received...Happy Mother's Day)
  • mini schnauzer (yay for Ruby...check)

sweet dreams

  • be an amazing wife and mommy
  • do better at putting others before myself
  • go to cosmetology school
  • start dancing again (check)
  • have an online business
  • flip houses
  • obtain a Masters in Social Work
  • author a book
  • become fluent in another language
  • consistently hold family traditions
  • spend holidays with extended family
  • have a small backyard and garage
  • vacation in Hawaii
  • have a miniature schnauzer (Ruby...check)

spend some $

  • amazon fresh
  • old navy
  • target
  • etsy
  • trader joe's

save some $

  • freecycle
  • slick deals
  • craig's list
  • eBay
  • expo

watch this

  • without a trace
  • law and order
  • gilmore girls
  • lost
  • the biggest loser
  • the office
  • so you think you can dance
  • what not to wear
  • dan in real life

my playlist

  • paramore
  • rascal flatts
  • one republic : apologize
  • the fray : cable car
  • sister hazel : winter
  • counting crows : mr. jones

cute free fonts like the ones in my header

  • 1000 words photography by Allie Hoopes

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